Never give up warming you
She and he acquaints through the Internet. He liked to play FFXI, so he asked her to play this game with him. At first she hesitated for a long time. She always thought playing online games wasted a lot of time and money to buy FFXI Gil. But he always regarded her as his intimate, so she agreed. In his help, she had an account. He also gave her some FFXI gold to gain some equipment for her.
She did not know how to play FFXI; it was no surprise because she had never played online games before. But he never hesitates to help her, as long as she asked him to take her to do tasks, no matter how tired he was. She admired him, because he was excellent that he could earn Final Fantasy XI gold and also he was excellent in reality. Every time when she landed on FFXI, she wished to see him. They liked to chat with each other, and they had privities with each other. When she saw these rows of words on the screen, she had a little moved in her heart. But whether expectation, happiness could equal to love? She denied and also she did not believe the Internet love.
Later she did not play FFXI, because at a period of time she got a bad cold. When she again landed on it, she found he left a lot of messages to her. One of the messages made her assure her feeling. He told her that he loved her and he could not lose her. She did not know how to do. She had no courage to love him, so she decided to tell him that she did not love him and let him give up. When she told him these words, she could feel that he was sad. He never knew that she was sadder than him. Later he still bought cheap Final Fantasy XI Gold for her, but she always refused. She thought she was a coward and she even did not have courage to face her love.
She was unhappy after this case. She decided to give up all of the things with him. She told him that she would not play FFXI. He kept silence. She has long time not to buy FFXI Gil and play this game; she missed this feeling very much. In fact she knew that she missed him very much. She wanted to know whether he lived well or not.
Later he sent messages to her and said to her that he would marry with a girl within one month. She cried. Once happiness was so close to her, but she gave up. It made her comfortable because he still cared about her, this kind of concern never keep far away from her. Although they had no result, each of them never give up warming the other one.
If I have not met you, I will not believe that there is true feeling in the online games. Sometimes people say missing another person is a painful thing, but I did not agree. Because I love you, but you do not love me, this feeling I just put in my heart, and I still feel very satisfied.
I still remember the first time I met you, at that time you were excellent in playing Angels Online. When the first time I saw your high level, I came up with an idea. I asked you to take me to exercise. I have prepared that may be you would refuse. But you agreed, which made me a little surprise. I always heard that the players who had high level would look down upon these who had low level.
I did not mean to request some angels gold from you, I just made a joke. But you gave me. You were really a kind person. You took me to do tasks and protected me in the way. But I was unhappy to see you talking with other girls. I found I fell in love with you. I heard from your friend that you had a girl friend. I was a little sad to hear this. Sometimes with your help, we earned a lot of cheap angels online gold, but I was still unhappy, because I found there is a wide gap between us.
You always called me sister, although I was not willing to. For this thing I sometimes loss temper to you that made you surprise. In my heart I apologized to you for many times, but I still could not admit my fault in front of you. You saw I ignored you for several days, you sent a lot of messages to me. You asked me not to be angry with you and you would buy angels gold for me. Your actions made me feel ashamed. It was really my fault.
Then you took your girl friend in reality to this game and introduced her to me. Through the video frequency I saw a kind and beautiful girl. You sat next to her and smiled so happily. I turned it off quickly, because I was afraid that you would see my tears. Although that day I cried for long time, I was still happy for you. Sometimes I thought what my life be if I did not meet you. I knew if without Angels Online and angels online gold, we would be strangers. Also I will not meet a person who let me meet such an unforgettable feeling. You are important to me, so I prefer to put you in my heart, not to interrupt your life.
I am here, because of you
Because of you, I am here. Because you liked to play Angels Online, so I entered into it. I created an account and bought some angels gold for myself. You can say I am silly, but I never regret to what I have done.
Once I was not good at communicating with others, I preferred to stay quietly. So in this game I was lonely. I noted your name and number in Angels Online, but how can I find you? So I was lonely to do tasks. It was harder than in reality. Just because I wanted to meet you, I insisted on. But ability of a person was limited, just when I decided to give up; I met a person who gave me the reason and courage to continue. He took me to do the tasks and he said that he could help me. I hesitated for a long time. I was afraid that my poor skills would bring trouble to him. He seemed to see my scruple, he still requested. I said to myself that I just played for a while. He bought angels online gold and never complained to me. Gradually I almost have forgotten the reason why I entered into this game. Just as later I know my feeling can not be called as love, I just admire you.
After a period of time, I found my character has changed. I start to like to chat with others. In this process I meet a lot of friends; each of my friends lets me learn a lot. So even I have spent a lot of money to buy angels gold, I am still willing to. I once was cheated by one of my friends in Angels Online, perhaps now I can not call her as friend, but I am glad to call. She asked me to borrow some cheap angels online gold to her, I believed her, so I did not hesitate. But later I found my account was stolen. When I wanted to contact with her, I found I could not find her. I was sad, but some of my friends comforted me and accompanied with me. No matter the person who cheated me and no matter these friends who helped me, I want to say thank you here. The person who cheated me, thank you for letting me to learn to grow up and be strong. My friends, thank you for your help, I will never forget.
I am here, because of you. So I harvest a lot. It is a precious experience in my life.
This is a foreign film. A woman in the mountains, is blind, she had never seen the sea. One day, she met a geological engineer in front of her house. The geological engineer was tall and handsome man and he was moved by the purity of woman. They fell in love with each other. For this woman, her dream is to see the sea, even listen to the wave sounds of the sea. However this dream will not come true. Soon, the man suffered from a disease and sent back to the city to be treated. Many years passed away. One day, suddenly two strangers came to the house of the woman. They were the friends of that man and they said that they would take her to see the sea. They told her that he could not come back, but would wait for her in that sea. One of the strangers said that he remembered your words.
He remembered your words. I was moved after I listened to this story. Just because of this, I remind of one person. I am addicted in an online game called POTBS. In this game I met a girl who was cute and kind. I treated her well and always gave Pirates of the Burning Sea Gold to her. I just treated her as my younger sister and I liked to chat with her. Earning potbs gold was important for other players, but not for us. I did not like to do the boring tasks. But playing online games must do tasks. When I chose a partner, I did not hesitate to choose her. It was so natural. Although we did not have high levels and enough potbs Doubloon, we still felt satisfied. In an online game, I could meet a confidant, how lucky I was.
I once made a joke to her that I asked her to buy potbs money for me. I did not know she kept my words in her mind. Several days passed. One day she told me that she would give me a surprise. When I knew that she saved money to buy potbs Doubloon, I was really moved by her. I almost have forgotten the words I said to her. But she remembered. She did not have ways to earn money, in order to save money; she did not have breakfast for one month. Also I was a little sad and guilty.
Every day we must speak, to other, or to ourselves. Sometimes we have forgotten what we have said to others, if these words still can be remembered by another person, you are lucky. Because of this person, you will never feel lonely.
Time will testify everything
I have never thought in Angels Online I can meet my love. Once I thought in this unreal world, love was impossible. But this time I know I am wrong, because I met you, and my life changes.
The first time I met you, you asked me to borrow some angels gold to you. I hesitated for long time. I did not know whether I should believe you or not. But I chose to believe you. Through chatting, I found you were a sincere person. You said to me that you would return angels online gold to me in one week. After a moment you left, I realized I did not know any information about you. I thought the amount was not big, so I did not put in my mind.
After about two weeks you found me. You wanted to return my cheap angels online gold, I refused. You kept your promise, and I thought such a person was worthy to make as my friend. I liked to bring you to do the tasks, in the past I just for the tasks, and even had no time to enjoy the sceneries in the way. It was the first time I found this game made me relaxed and enjoyable. Through long time to get along with, I knew too much about you. I knew you were a simple girl. You told me that you liked to have sweets, although you were 20 years old. I was stubborn to think that the girl who loved to have sweets and not afraid to be fat had the pure mind just like the child. I gradually fell in love with you. I did not ask whether you had boy friend or not and I never heard from you to discuss about your boy friend. I did not ask because I was afraid the result would make me disappointed.
Until one day we went out to do tasks, I found you were unhappy. In my enquiry, you told me that you loved a boy in this game. But yesterday one of your friends told you that he had left. I was sad when I heard that. But I still try my best to comfort you. In this game I always buy angels gold for you, just want to let you happy. I do not want my love becomes your burden, so I choose not to tell you, until one day you see me and see my effort. I believe that time will testify everything, including my love.